Saturday, February 20, 2010

Weekends without the kids...


Having the kiddos go the ex's for the weekend is bitter sweet...

Bitter because:
* seeing Sylvie cry and begging to stay with me breaks my heart...
* knowing both kiddos will come back with issues makes my blood pressure go up...
* knowing I can't protect them makes me feel completely helpless...

Sweet because...
* it gives me time to relax and unwind and focus on myself...
* I can go to Victoria Secrets without someone giggling at every thong on a mannequin...
* I can a have a clean, quiet (but lonely) house...

Thank goodness I have:
* wonderful sisters who make sure I'm never too lonely...
* awesome friends who make sure I'm never too lonely...
* precious nephews who make me feel needed when I feel so helpless...

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